Saturday, October 24, 2009

Home....

Home

It was not the same as before..

Home

It has changed...

Home

It is lonelier than before...

Home

Full of sadness

Home

Feeling of hopelessness...

Home...

the place i longed to go back before

..Crushed..Shattered..

Whatever it is...

I am not in the place to do anything

....Tears everywhere, hatred brewing...

These will continue to destroy my so called


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Many Times Until Now

this song by Mass Missle...always made me think...whether it is love, stdy, problems..


lately this is the song that always made me cry...
the song gives a lot of impact..with my current situation...


gaman no renzoku dattaro kokoro de naiteita ndarou
jibun de kimeta sono yume dake wa yuzurenai ndarou?
Maybe, it was a constant self-control. Maybe, you were crying inside.
You can't give away the dream you chose yourself?

kurushi nda kazu nanka yori utagatta kazu nanka yori
waratta kazu ya shinjita kazu ga
sukoshi dake ooi jinsei de arimasu you ni
More than the number of times I suffered, more than the number of times I doubt,
I want the number of times I laugh and trust others,
and I pray that it'll happen in my life.

wakiyaku dakedo kage no hito dakedo
yume to mukiau toki kurai
man naka ni isasete shoujiki ni isasete
Even though I was always a side character, even though I'm a shadow,
Let me be in the center when I dream.
Let me be honest.

ima made nandomo nan toka akiramezu ni
ima made nandomo tachi agatte kita janai ka
ima made nandomo bokura
nandomo shinjite nandomo yume mite
nandomo...
Frequently, somehow I didn't give up.
Frequently,I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently...

ima made nandomo baka o mite kita janai ka
ima made nandomo
hito no kage ni tatte kita janai ka
saa shuyaku da yo jibun no yume kurai
wagamama de isasete
Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently,
I was standing in someone's shadow
Now, I'm a main character.
Let me be selfish.

iron na mono kara nigedashite
sono ketsudan o sakiokori ni shita
sono yume dake wa sono yume dake wa
sono yume dake wa...
I have been escaping from a lot of things
I terminate those decision
But for that dream, but for that dream
but for that dream...

wakiyaku nante mou takusan da
yume to mukiau toki kurai
man naka ni isasete shoujiki ni isasete
wakiyaku janakutte shuyaku de iyouze
I'm sick of a side character.
While I'm dreaming, let me be in the center when I dream.
Let me be honest.
Let me become not a side character but a main character.

ima made nandomo nan toka akiramezu ni
ima made nandomo tachi agatte kita janai ka
ima made nandomo bokura
nandomo shinjite nandomo yume mite
nandomo...
Frequently, somehow I didn't give up.
Frequently,I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently...

tsuranuku tame ni iroiro mageta
shinjiru tame ni utagatte kita
mamotteku tame ni hito o kizutsuketa
ima made nandomo nandomo
To break off the seal, I bent a lot
To trust someone, I doubted a lot.
To protect someone, I had hurt a lot.
Frequently...

ima made nandomo baka o mite kita janai ka
nandomo hito no kage ni tatte kita janai ka
saa shuyaku da yo jibun no yume kurai
wagamama de isasete
Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently, I was standing in someone's shadow
Now, I'm a main character.
Let me be selfish.

(taken from animelyrics.com)