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Feeling of hopelessness...
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the place i longed to go back before
..Crushed..Shattered..
Whatever it is...
I am not in the place to do anything
....Tears everywhere, hatred brewing...
These will continue to destroy my so called
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
Many Times Until Now
this song by Mass Missle...always made me think...whether it is love, stdy, problems..
lately this is the song that always made me cry...
the song gives a lot of impact..with my current situation...
gaman no renzoku dattaro kokoro de naiteita ndarou
jibun de kimeta sono yume dake wa yuzurenai ndarou?
Maybe, it was a constant self-control. Maybe, you were crying inside.
You can't give away the dream you chose yourself?
kurushi nda kazu nanka yori utagatta kazu nanka yori
waratta kazu ya shinjita kazu ga
sukoshi dake ooi jinsei de arimasu you ni
More than the number of times I suffered, more than the number of times I doubt,
I want the number of times I laugh and trust others,
and I pray that it'll happen in my life.
wakiyaku dakedo kage no hito dakedo
yume to mukiau toki kurai
man naka ni isasete shoujiki ni isasete
Even though I was always a side character, even though I'm a shadow,
Let me be in the center when I dream.
Let me be honest.
ima made nandomo nan toka akiramezu ni
ima made nandomo tachi agatte kita janai ka
ima made nandomo bokura
nandomo shinjite nandomo yume mite
nandomo...
Frequently, somehow I didn't give up.
Frequently,I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently...
ima made nandomo baka o mite kita janai ka
ima made nandomo
hito no kage ni tatte kita janai ka
saa shuyaku da yo jibun no yume kurai
wagamama de isasete
Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently,
I was standing in someone's shadow
Now, I'm a main character.
Let me be selfish.
iron na mono kara nigedashite
sono ketsudan o sakiokori ni shita
sono yume dake wa sono yume dake wa
sono yume dake wa...
I have been escaping from a lot of things
I terminate those decision
But for that dream, but for that dream
but for that dream...
wakiyaku nante mou takusan da
yume to mukiau toki kurai
man naka ni isasete shoujiki ni isasete
wakiyaku janakutte shuyaku de iyouze
I'm sick of a side character.
While I'm dreaming, let me be in the center when I dream.
Let me be honest.
Let me become not a side character but a main character.
ima made nandomo nan toka akiramezu ni
ima made nandomo tachi agatte kita janai ka
ima made nandomo bokura
nandomo shinjite nandomo yume mite
nandomo...
Frequently, somehow I didn't give up.
Frequently,I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently...
tsuranuku tame ni iroiro mageta
shinjiru tame ni utagatte kita
mamotteku tame ni hito o kizutsuketa
ima made nandomo nandomo
To break off the seal, I bent a lot
To trust someone, I doubted a lot.
To protect someone, I had hurt a lot.
Frequently...
ima made nandomo baka o mite kita janai ka
nandomo hito no kage ni tatte kita janai ka
saa shuyaku da yo jibun no yume kurai
wagamama de isasete
Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently, I was standing in someone's shadow
Now, I'm a main character.
Let me be selfish.
(taken from animelyrics.com)
lately this is the song that always made me cry...
the song gives a lot of impact..with my current situation...
gaman no renzoku dattaro kokoro de naiteita ndarou
jibun de kimeta sono yume dake wa yuzurenai ndarou?
Maybe, it was a constant self-control. Maybe, you were crying inside.
You can't give away the dream you chose yourself?
kurushi nda kazu nanka yori utagatta kazu nanka yori
waratta kazu ya shinjita kazu ga
sukoshi dake ooi jinsei de arimasu you ni
More than the number of times I suffered, more than the number of times I doubt,
I want the number of times I laugh and trust others,
and I pray that it'll happen in my life.
wakiyaku dakedo kage no hito dakedo
yume to mukiau toki kurai
man naka ni isasete shoujiki ni isasete
Even though I was always a side character, even though I'm a shadow,
Let me be in the center when I dream.
Let me be honest.
ima made nandomo nan toka akiramezu ni
ima made nandomo tachi agatte kita janai ka
ima made nandomo bokura
nandomo shinjite nandomo yume mite
nandomo...
Frequently, somehow I didn't give up.
Frequently,I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently...
ima made nandomo baka o mite kita janai ka
ima made nandomo
hito no kage ni tatte kita janai ka
saa shuyaku da yo jibun no yume kurai
wagamama de isasete
Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently,
I was standing in someone's shadow
Now, I'm a main character.
Let me be selfish.
iron na mono kara nigedashite
sono ketsudan o sakiokori ni shita
sono yume dake wa sono yume dake wa
sono yume dake wa...
I have been escaping from a lot of things
I terminate those decision
But for that dream, but for that dream
but for that dream...
wakiyaku nante mou takusan da
yume to mukiau toki kurai
man naka ni isasete shoujiki ni isasete
wakiyaku janakutte shuyaku de iyouze
I'm sick of a side character.
While I'm dreaming, let me be in the center when I dream.
Let me be honest.
Let me become not a side character but a main character.
ima made nandomo nan toka akiramezu ni
ima made nandomo tachi agatte kita janai ka
ima made nandomo bokura
nandomo shinjite nandomo yume mite
nandomo...
Frequently, somehow I didn't give up.
Frequently,I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently...
tsuranuku tame ni iroiro mageta
shinjiru tame ni utagatte kita
mamotteku tame ni hito o kizutsuketa
ima made nandomo nandomo
To break off the seal, I bent a lot
To trust someone, I doubted a lot.
To protect someone, I had hurt a lot.
Frequently...
ima made nandomo baka o mite kita janai ka
nandomo hito no kage ni tatte kita janai ka
saa shuyaku da yo jibun no yume kurai
wagamama de isasete
Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently, I was standing in someone's shadow
Now, I'm a main character.
Let me be selfish.
(taken from animelyrics.com)
Friday, July 10, 2009
RUINED~!!! PURE HATRED~!!!!
SHIT~!!!!....
I NEVER FELT SO MUCH HATRED TOWARDS UITM IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
SGT MENYAKITKAN HATI~!!....=__=
CANT BELIEVE I AM HEADING TOWARDS THE DARK SIDE OF THE FORCE...
and so, this is the story....
as i was feeling happy to go to DAICON(http://www.daiconnews.com/)...and cant wait to meet Minori Chihara at Cyberjaya(which was supposed to be today at 10)....and suddenly i heard that there was LDK(2 days ago), and...I was...FORCED to cancel the damn trip. (T__T)
IF i SKIP the LDK, i would have to REPEAT~!!! DAMN~!!
MINORIN~!! =__=
the thing is, this LDK stuff, I cant really see any sense in it...
suka hati lah UiTM nak wat ape pn..
ak pun dah naek menyampah.
Last Minute at everything
memang la uni Melayu..
=_=
whatever it is,
NEXT TARGET IS GACC~!!
I HAVE TO GO TO GACC~!!!!
I NEVER FELT SO MUCH HATRED TOWARDS UITM IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
SGT MENYAKITKAN HATI~!!....=__=
CANT BELIEVE I AM HEADING TOWARDS THE DARK SIDE OF THE FORCE...
and so, this is the story....
as i was feeling happy to go to DAICON(http://www.daiconnews.com/)...and cant wait to meet Minori Chihara at Cyberjaya(which was supposed to be today at 10)....and suddenly i heard that there was LDK(2 days ago), and...I was...FORCED to cancel the damn trip. (T__T)
IF i SKIP the LDK, i would have to REPEAT~!!! DAMN~!!
MINORIN~!! =__=
the thing is, this LDK stuff, I cant really see any sense in it...
suka hati lah UiTM nak wat ape pn..
ak pun dah naek menyampah.
Last Minute at everything
memang la uni Melayu..
=_=
whatever it is,
NEXT TARGET IS GACC~!!
I HAVE TO GO TO GACC~!!!!
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Refreshed once again
On this beautiful weekend,
this morning was the most refreshing weekend ever.
its been weeks i had the most beautiful sleep..^__^
Test ----- OVER~!
Homework--- DONE~!
Sleep ----- PUAS GLER~!
GAMING ---- TBA
^___^
huhuhu
this morning was the most refreshing weekend ever.
its been weeks i had the most beautiful sleep..^__^
Test ----- OVER~!
Homework--- DONE~!
Sleep ----- PUAS GLER~!
GAMING ---- TBA
^___^
huhuhu
Since then,...
I'll be all right
Because I can keep busy
I'm always hanging on
Yes, because of the promise you made
But now, I don't want to cry anymore
Because we're far apart
It seems as though everything has changed
Even the scent of the breeze that passes me by
And the crowds of people on the subway
It wasn't a mistake, was it?
All those times we met...everything was suffocating me
Even now, I just cannot call up those memories
The warmth of your lips just won't disappear...
Because you always push yourself
You lose sight of what is dear to you
And now, if there comes a time when you love another
Just once more, remember that time
Someday, I want to smile again
Like the sun on the day when I met you...
(Mikuni Shimokawa - Arekara)
Being far from ur loved ones makes us think about them more..
no matter how much u said to urself that, we are already used to loneliness
but somewhere in our heart, we just need somebody to be with us..
Because I can keep busy
I'm always hanging on
Yes, because of the promise you made
But now, I don't want to cry anymore
Because we're far apart
It seems as though everything has changed
Even the scent of the breeze that passes me by
And the crowds of people on the subway
It wasn't a mistake, was it?
All those times we met...everything was suffocating me
Even now, I just cannot call up those memories
The warmth of your lips just won't disappear...
Because you always push yourself
You lose sight of what is dear to you
And now, if there comes a time when you love another
Just once more, remember that time
Someday, I want to smile again
Like the sun on the day when I met you...
(Mikuni Shimokawa - Arekara)
Being far from ur loved ones makes us think about them more..
no matter how much u said to urself that, we are already used to loneliness
but somewhere in our heart, we just need somebody to be with us..
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
a whole day + nite...MARATHON~!..
waa...
its been a long day...
SERIOUSLY...
well to watch a quality anime...it was worth it ...certainly..
"Sokyuu no Fafner"
(Fafner Of the Azure)
a world which in despair by the invasion of the alien
A group of younglings with their genetics modified..
they'd go to war...with the hope of getting their peacefull lives back
A TOTAL OF 10 HOURS...=D..with some breaks..hehe
Off to KL...tmrow...wee~~
To meet HER finally...after a long time "menyakat"..."bergelak"..."merajuk" etc~~..
haha..
well i hope this trip will be blessed tho..
to keep my friendship with her like always..
^__^
we'll continue to support each other..and keep company..
let's go there~!..wee~..
Smoga saya slamat pergi dan balek~
haha..
well i hope this trip will be blessed tho..
to keep my friendship with her like always..
^__^
we'll continue to support each other..and keep company..
let's go there~!..wee~..
Smoga saya slamat pergi dan balek~
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